Sunday, September 20, 2026

Early Mornings--Little Wins

September 20, 2026

Seminary has actually been pretty great—even with delving into Isaiah. But it’s also been hard.

The students are starting to get tired. Attendance has dropped off a little, and tardies have gone up. The other morning I mentioned to Britney that only 15 of my 20 students were there and that some of them have been coming in late (possibly sitting in their cars in the parking lot??). She said, “The honeymoon is over.”

And I think she’s right. Ha.

I’m feeling it too. Seminary takes HOURS of preparation. On my off week, I study and mark up all four lessons for the following week. A couple of days before each lesson, I go through and adapt the slideshow and figure out what I want to use. Then the day before I teach it, I review everything again, which usually takes another 45 minutes or so. I'm hoping I can adapt quickly and adopt a better plan.

And then there’s the sleep—or lack thereof. I can go to bed at 9:30 and still toss and turn until 3:30 in the morning. THE WORST. Apparently knowing that my alarm is going to go off ridiculously early is not conducive to actually falling asleep.

One thing I’m still trying to figure out is how to add more activity and movement into the lessons. The manual gives a pretty good lesson with scriptures, quotes, videos, questions, etc., but sometimes the activity suggestion is basically, “You might pair up the students and have them read these scriptures together and answer the questions.”

Which is fine. But I keep hearing from previous Seminary teachers that the kids need to DO things and move around, especially that early in the morning. And I know that if I were a student, I’d appreciate doing something besides sitting in a chair and reading scriptures every morning too. So I spend quite a bit of time trying to come up with ways to get them moving, interacting, laughing, or experiencing the principle instead of just talking about it. Sometimes I come up with something great. Other times...not so much.

My dad asks me almost every day how my lesson went. And mostly I've felt they've gone well so I usually answer with something like, “Pretty good,” or “Good enough.”

The other day he teased me, “Ugh! You’re killing me with all of these good lessons!”

But I ended the last lesson with one student pretty frustrated with me (phone issues), so I've been worrying about that.

I’m also trying to remember the little wins—especially on the mornings when I walk away feeling like the lesson as a whole didn’t go quite how I had hoped.

Sometimes the wins are actually pretty significant. One student shared her testimony about repentance and told about a good friend who had made a pretty big mistake but changed course. Another student gave a devotional about the good things he can get from going to church and reading the scriptures even though he isn’t really sure yet how important it all is. He pointed out that reading is good for your mind, so even that alone is a reason to keep reading the scriptures, and going to church and being with people is good for you socially. I appreciated his honesty and vulnerability. 

Some other wins: a handful of students staying after class for a few minutes, talking and laughing with each other and with me. An object lesson that was a lot of fun (caramel apple/caramel onion for the win!). Someone making progress on memorizing a Doctrinal Mastery scripture—or two. A student participating who doesn’t normally say much. A moment when they seem genuinely interested in what we’re talking about.

I’m learning that maybe I shouldn’t measure a Seminary morning by whether all 20 kids showed up on time, whether everyone actively participated, or whether I got through everything I had planned. Some mornings are just going to be better than others.

The honeymoon may be over, but I think we’re settling into the real thing now. And despite the early mornings, the HOURS of preparation, the teenagers sitting in their cars instead of coming inside on time, and the nights when my brain refuses to shut off...I think it's good for me. Also, I know it's really important for them to have this time to learn how to study the scriptures, build their testimonies, and know that their Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ love them.


A few pictures from this past week:

My father-in-law told me he would spray paint gold rocks, write "Isaiah 1:18" on them and give them to his students. I loved the thought of the students having a concrete reminder about repentance. I reached out to my friend Cindy White,  who during Covid, had painted and left and inspirational rock on our doorstep. I was planning on 1. having the students paint some or 2. painting them myself or 3. or painting them with Cindy. Well...she was amazing and painted these rocks for the whole class. It was really sweet seeing them gathered around the table choosing the rock they wanted to take home.



 Isaiah 5:20  “Woe unto them that call evil good, and good evil; that put darkness for light, and light for darkness; that put bitter for sweet, and sweet for bitter!”

This was pretty awesome. I started with an interactive game that got everyone up, moving around, and talking to each other. I was hoping that would get them awake and energized enough that I could convince a couple of them to volunteer for a caramel apple-eating contest. It worked! What they didn’t know was that the “apple” on the left was actually a caramel-covered onion. 

The student on the right is my nephew Hudson (and thus why I am posting this picture), and he lucked out with the apple. He also figured out that the other one was an onion and watched in shock and horror as the other student proceeded to take a huge bite. 😂 The other student realized after just one bite that it was, in fact, NOT an apple. He was a super good sport about it!

We then had a lesson/discussion about how the world sometimes tries to make evil things look good and good things look evil. I hope this object lesson sticks with them and reminds them how important it is to stay close to God so they won’t be deceived.




My co-teacher came up on Wednesday and baked 25 waffles while I taught. I brought the toppings: ice cream, whipped cream, caramel, and chocolate sauce. Then we ended class about 15 minutes early so we could all enjoy some food together. 

September So Far

The First Half of September 2026

Bri and I made it to the temple, and it was perfect timing because it’s closed for the next two weeks for its yearly maintenance. The sun was right in our eyes for this picture, and Bri was giving me a hard time about my insistence that we needed to take one—which explains my extra-big cheesy grin. He may have been a little grumpy about the picture, but he humored me anyway. I know he loves me!

ChatGPT for the win. It removed the shadows in seconds-sweet.

Brian has been working on this huge foldable table for his new CNC machine, and this month he finally got it finished enough to start putting the CNC to work. He is such a hard worker and can figure out how to build or fix just about anything. I’m glad he has hobbies and projects like this that he enjoys.

A practice piece
Cal is 6 months and adorable as ever. (He has pretty great parents too.) We are looking forward to Bryn and Cal visiting next month.

I bought two new swimsuits from Amazon and Tanner, Kaide and I have gone for a quick late afternoon swim at Grandpa Vore's a few times this month. Brian joined in one time as well. It's kind of ironic because we didn't do this once all summer. It's still plenty hot here, and it was nice to do something outside of my normal routine and with my (adult) boy.

Also, the Ector County Fair was in town, so I took Kaide for about an hour and a half. It was dollar day for the carnival rides, which was perfect. It was blazing hot (which was not so perfect), and everything was set up on the black asphalt, but we still had a fun time. We ran into Brit and the girls, and they were so cute with Kaide—going on some of the rides with him and watching and cheering him on for the ones he rode by himself.


I look forward to Sunday evenings when we have dinner and FHE with Tan, Erin & Kaide. Pretty soon this little family will be a family of four. 
They went on their first family vacation to Sea World last month, and Kaide has a great suggestion for his baby brother's name.

My nephew Kyle and his wife Sarah  had their first baby: Millie. 


It's seriously been so hot for so long. I've been trying to walk for about 10 minutes after meals to help with my insulin resistance. Don't worry, as of September 18th at 6:30 pm, we're only at 92 degrees. (insert eyeroll) Nevertheless, I've been faithful and my A1C has dropped a bit, so that is great news.

And since we are heading into a new season, I decided I wanted to come up with something different for our mantel. I took a picture and asked Chat, "what simple decorations can I add for fall?" 
Chat's suggestion:
What I found/bought/put up:
My fireplace is already pretty busy with all of the texture, plus I prefer simple. The lantern with the battery operated candle makes me happy. I am on the look our for some greenery to add a little softness to the lantern side. Overall, I love it.

Book club was in Midland this month at my friend Diana’s house. The book was good, although it wasn’t really one that led to a lot of deep discussion. Plus, only four of the seven ladies there had read it. We had lots of delicious treats, and I really enjoyed the drive there and back with my friend Debbie.

However, I think my book club days may be coming to an end. I gave it a go for a year, and while I really like the idea of being in a book club, I tend to leave feeling a little disappointed. I can’t quite put my finger on it, but I think I’d enjoy it more if our get-togethers focused just a little more on the actual book and discussing what we read. I’m glad I gave it a try, though, and I’ve enjoyed some good books and time with friends along the way.


My dad has been bringing the baby to church for my mom the past couple of weeks, and it's the sweetest thing. I wish I had a picture of he and my mom and the baby, but I don't. Here are some cute pictures from the past two Sundays.
Tanner & Gram
Hudson
Adam & Britney
Erin Noel

Also, this week Mom was DONE. Right before Sunday School ended (and before RS started), she was already headed outside. My dad was gathering up his supplies (he teaches said Sunday School class), and Mom pointed straight at the car and told me, “In there.” She isn’t able to say much anymore, so every once in a while when she manages to make it very clear exactly what she’s thinking, it’s pretty fun. Unfortunately, I didn’t have the keys, so I spent the next few minutes trying to convince her to stay in her wheelchair and wait just a little longer until Dad came out. She was definitely ready to go home!


Parker is always fitting fun adventures into his life. He and some friends went to the Tetons the week before BYUI started. They even saw a bear.
The first week of school there was a flash flood in Rexburg. Parker said it was a lot of fun--crazy college kids.

Here are a few pictures of my girl. Isn’t she beautiful? I love getting to talk to her each week and hearing about all the highs and lows, the friends she is teaching, and the good things she gets to be a part of in Argentina. I sure love her and love getting these little glimpses into her life there.

Love this one-it's so Aubrey


I got to pick Kaide up from preschool, which is close to my house. I carried his bike with me, and then we walked/rode home together. When our kids were young, we lived close enough to the elementary school that we could walk to and from school, and I always loved those days. It was sweet getting to do a little version of that again with Kaide. He was confused at first, but then pretty excited. He kept bringing it up to me throughout the week. I can't wait to try it again!
And there you have it—the first half of September. Lots of ordinary life, family time, a few fun outings, kids and grandkids near and far, and temperatures that still refuse to acknowledge that fall is coming. :) September has been good to us so far.

Wednesday, September 2, 2026

Ask me again after Isaiah

September 2, 2026

I have taught five full days of early morning seminary, and I think I’m going to survive.

Maybe even settle in—but I don’t want to jinx it. Also, the next week I teach we are starting Isaiah...so there’s that.

I don’t think I’ve ever talked to someone who taught early morning seminary who didn’t love it. I’m not sure exactly why, but whenever I mention that I’m teaching seminary, former teachers get huge grins on their faces.

“I LOVED teaching seminary.”

“The kids are the best.”

“You’re so lucky.”

That is what I've heard over and over again.

I honestly have a some good memories from teaching seminary 25 years ago, but this time around, my terror of actually getting started overshadowed most of them. There was so much to prepare and remember and figure out that it was hard to imagine getting to the point where I would just enjoy it.

But after a week, I’m starting to understand those big grins a little more.

I already think about our 20 students a lot. I pray for them every night. I want to connect more with each of them, although right now it feels more like a group connection than an individual one. There just isn’t much time during class for one-on-one conversations, and there really isn’t a time outside of class either.

We’ll see how that develops.

I am starting to make my way around to the different groups when they have a group assignment and interact with them that way. This is definite progress because the first few days I would give them an assignment and then immediately and frantically scan my notes to figure out what I was supposed to do next.

Baby steps.

I’m also just really impressed with these students. Their days are FULL. They have school, extracurricular activities, Wednesday night church activities, temple trips, home responsibilites and some of them have part-time jobs. And somehow they are getting up ridiculously early and coming to seminary too.

They are kind to each other. They are smart. They participate (at times, and sometimes with candy bribes, but I’ll take it). And they have already given some amazing devotionals. I genuinely enjoy being with them.

Last week I had an impression about callings sometimes being tender mercies in our lives. And that reminder itself felt like a tender mercy to me.

I’m only one week in, so I certainly don’t know yet what this seminary year will look like. But I am grateful for the opportunity to serve, learn, stretch, connect, and grow.

And maybe—just maybe—I’m beginning to understand why former seminary teachers get those huge grins on their faces.

Ask me again after Isaiah.

Monday, August 31, 2026

The Things In Between

April-August 2026

I got so bogged (blogged?!) down in catching up on the big events—Cal's birth, our Africa trip, Utah vacation, Aub's mission, etc.—that I wasn't able to write about some other pretty important things. I actually love documenting some of the day-to-day happenings because those are the things that are so easy to forget.

Well, my chance to document the day-to-day from April until now has passed. However, I'm going to post some pictures and comment on some of the happenings along the way.

Brinley graduated with her Masters degree in Speech-Language Pathology in June, but walked at graduation in April. I am incredibly proud of her. She started her new job in the Nebo School District a couple of weeks ago and will be working two days a week. 
Derek graduated in December with a teaching degree in history, but also walked in April. I am proud of him as well, but haven't been invested in his education all of his life. He recently began teaching English at Delta Middle School. (Shout out to Colleen and Thayne who are helping with Cal while Brinley works, and also opened their home so Bryn and Derek can save money for a home.)
April 2026
And speaking of Cal...he has hit a lot of baby milestones the past several months. (smiling, babbling, rolling, lauging, trying solid foods and more)
Taco Villa Monday on Wednesday is alive and well. I'm very grateful to my parents for creating traditions that allow us opportunities to remain close as an extended family.
Grandpa Vore (my dad), Char, Brit, Braddock, Becca, Aubrey, Erin & Megan

Char and Aubrey
So much cousinly love.
Gracie and Kaide
Brian and I were able to enjoy a weekend trip to Dallas to relax, see the musical Wicked, and pop in on the Merkley family. 

Beck, Brian M, Griffin, Sutton, Perry, Blair, me and Bri
Brinley and Derek made the drive to Lafayette, California to spend a weekend with Grandma and Grandpa Gwilliam. Eric (Bri's brother) and a few of his kids were in town too so it was an extra bonus. (Maci and Bryn were good friends growing up and especially throughout their BYU years.)
Jack, Cal & Maci
Our nephew Logan Fontaine got engaged.
We had a pretty big surprise when Kaide and family stopped by to share a picture....
(This was taken at the other grandparents' house...I was so surprised, I fogot to snap one!)
Also, on July 4th they had Kaide kick a soccer ball to reveal the gender of the baby. He was really confused when the ball broke in half, blue dye exploded and everyone was clapping and cheering. Soon though, he was excitedly spreading the news. 

Later that evening he told Britney, who had no idea they were expecting, "Hey Britney, I kicked a ball and made a baby brother." She was like, "What?! Erin Noel! Do you have something to tell us?!" She also said, "Really....so that's how babies are made, huh."
I hosted another bookclub, and we made bookmarks while discussing the book. I also had a few RS friends come help me put together the Father's Day gifts for the men and young men at church.
Shari, me, Kara, Tyler

Erin Noel
I had fun making tags, baking brownies and especially gathering with friends to put them together.
Tyler, Debbie, & Janet
Loved celebrating my dad and Brian for Father's Day. They area the best of the best.
I LOVE that Tanner, Erin and Kaide live just a couple of miles away. We get together every Sunday night for dinner, FHE and Sunday night gatherings at the Birds. It's also fun to see them throughout the week. I help with Kaide some while Erin is at school, and Tanner will often come over one week night or on Saturday mornings.
Erin is working her tail off in nursing school, and I am so impressed with her focus and dedication. She was recently released as a counselor in the Primary and called to serve as the Young Women Secretary. She’s pretty amazing, and I hope she doesn’t overdo it trying to juggle all the balls in her life.
Kaide turned four, and his parents through him a big swim party with lots of family and friends to celebrate.

My mom is "hanging in there." People often ask me how she is doing, which is very sweet. It's always a little hard to know how to answer. One time I heard my dad smile and say, "She's hanging in there," and I've found myself using that explanation often since. 

This was one of her clearer moments. She picked up the phone and was having quite the conversation with whoever she thought was on the other end. I appreciate being able to go over almost everyday to love on her.

Visiting w/ her oldest grandchild, Adam

Parker did summer term at BYUI. He is a man who likes to be busy. On top of school, his calling (counselor in the bishopric) and trips with friends, he has also been working at a custom cabinet shop. Our niece and her family live in St. Anthony, and her husband, Levi, hooked him up with the family business. Parker has enjoyed working with Levi and getting more experience that goes along with his major: Construction Management.
Parker (in the orange hat) and friends at a concert
Park's been getting more into golf the past year.
Braddock started home MTC in July, and then headed to his mission in Modesto, California. 
Left-right/back row: Adam Vore, Adam Bird, Hudson Bird, Braddock Bird and Britney Bird, me and Brian, Erin Noel Gwilliam, Tanner Gwilliam, Grandpa Vore  Front row: Lincoln Vore, Charlotte Bird, Christian Vore, Ella Bird, Kaide Gwilliam
My dad was released in August from his two year service mission teaching BYU Pathway Institute classes. He taught online religion classes to students in Mexico, West Africa, Central America, and the southwest United States. 

Ella, 11, was asked to speak in Stake Conference on why having faith in Jesus Christ is important.  She prepared her own talk and did a phenomenal job.
This little guy...what can a Gigi say? I need him/them to live closer!
Fun to have my happy helper nearby.

And my Hermana Gwilliam. I love this girl. I know how hard it was for me to adjust to being a missionary in the States—and I was speaking English! I can't even imagine how difficult it is to adjust to missionary life AND learn another language, culture, and country.

I look forward to reading her letters and talking to her every Monday. She is doing good things in the Argentina Buenos Aires South Mission.

With her trainer Hermana Nalder
With her 2nd comp in the field, Hermana Costa